spudgun77

who am I?

2009-06-13T20:47:22Z

reflections in time

2008-12-14T20:19:45Z

I know I don't keep this upto date but myspace is easier to blog on. Here's a link if you want to read my random ramblings.

www.myspace.com/deanwilkinson

As Christmas comes the old adage of reflection comes to mind. Its a clique but this year is time for serious reflection. All of us are facing tough times not made by our own hands, remember that next time you get to vote. I'm not saying any of the other tossers in politics could have done any better but think carefully. We have all been lied and stolen from by our government and banks. Its your money they have taken and your future they have in their hands.
I hope in a years time to look back on this blog and think, thank god thats all over but some how I can't see it, and yes, before you ask its hammering my day job. I've took paycuts to keep my staff. They are my friends as well. Now when people say to me you work too hard, I say damn right but their future is in my hands too. I just hope we keep everyone. Roof's over our heads are all that matters this year.

I'm sorry to post such a negative blog at this time of year but I feel it needs to be said. After that I hope all my friends have a peaceful christmas and a happy new year. A time for new beginning's for a lot of us.

Here's a few pix from the other job. Its been a quiet year till the last two month. I have a new beautiful and very intelligent assistant who helps out. I hope I still inspire her to work with me after a year.

I'm mean to models

2008-10-08T18:55:19Z

Poo to you with knobs on.

2008-10-05T08:53:51Z

Well I sit here on a Sunday morning with cappuchino in hand and a head full of rubbish. Good job the big shoot was canceled. My balanced is fucked true and proper due the fluid flowing copiously round my sinuses.
Approaching forty I though i was turning into a grumpy old man but no, I realised I just see things for what they are. Friends say they never see me. Well thats cause you moan all the time and treat me like a leaper as I have no kids or I'm not married. Oh look at him, he's not fucking normal. He doesn't fit in our brownite family unit. Fuck you I say. You people should watch zietgiest on youtube. Open your eyes to the futile efforts you make to conform.

Anyway rant over and nearly dead. Stands back for the kicking too follow.

For those interested there's a ton pix under the cut. The last months six months work.

Bad apples and bad karma

2008-08-12T18:53:32Z

Hello all. Its been a while. Guess nobody missed me.
Lots of things going on at the moment. Both my parents are ill and they've been checking my mum for the big C. 99% she's clear but I only just got told they were checking! Like she didn't want to worry me! Parents!
Anyway I've been plodding along in my own way ( is there another?) and been shooting for the bad apples. Sorry the post is pix heavy (after all its a photog's LJ!) I will put a few more different shoots up over next few days. Lemme know if I'm getting boring!

Ruby

2008-07-08T17:32:34Z

1922 was a good year

2008-06-22T10:42:19Z

Andromedax

2008-06-08T07:49:29Z

My brother has tooooooo much time on his hands

2008-06-07T20:16:29Z

spudgun77 @ 2008-03-23T21:20:00

2008-03-23T21:20:54Z

Debby Decay

2008-03-13T20:04:08Z

Post Devolution

2008-03-02T14:56:28Z

Time goes far too quick. Safe to say I'm ill again but at least its made me sit down and start to do some pics. I've been out of faze with my own work for a while. I hope to start catching up in the next few weeks.

guess who's coming to dinner

2008-01-25T18:45:57Z

spudgun77 @ 2007-12-26T07:56:00

2007-12-26T07:56:46Z

Hello from the man flu infected

2007-12-18T17:26:43Z

For those expecting to see the devolution pix, I'm holding them back till the mag is published. Here are some new one though. Sorry it be a while.

wtf!

2007-11-15T18:36:38Z

What the hell is going on in this country?
I've had friends, colleagues and now family tearing each others guts out this week. What is it with people? Never have I felt so down hearted and depressed with human kind. FFs i could push the button and finish the lot of the fuckers tonight. The deserve it.
Bitter snide remarks and bitching is ridiculous. People wonder why I don't shoot much nowadays, well I'm that sick of my fellow humans who bitch like spoiled children, that the last thing i want to be is around people! I guess this even made ex Gf not want to be around me because I couldn't face people.
God I hate the fuckers. Get a life, get a grip.
Life's to fucking short and the shorter the better for me.

time and tide...

2007-11-01T20:53:07Z

Fuck bugger shit bastard twat!

2007-10-29T18:46:10Z

Yup the title somes it up.
Managed to hurt myself really bad at work. I don't think my knee and steel bars mix and it not supposed to be that size!
Kill me now. It would a merciful blessing.

My oh my. A song to say goodbye,

2007-10-19T19:59:19Z

Well its confirmed. I'm wangy eyed.

Nothing can be done at the moment as any special correction lens would not work in a vertical orientation. Also my eyes appears to be filled with what the optician refered to as floating crap and they look like a snow globe! Again the only treatment is radical, dangerous and a fucking waste of time. Its a miracle that I don't yet seem to see the ton of shit in my eyes. Glasses in three years will be a cert, guess I'm getting old.
On the good side at least its not my camera thats broken. Just its master.

Me for a change!

2007-10-18T18:27:54Z

Sometimes I just need to stop and think. I try to be a good person. I'm not god or the fucking oracle as some people think. This year has gone so quickly, I miss my friends. Feeling low and that sucks. Nowbody's fault though.

He kept strange hours.

2007-10-07T17:02:01Z

Hmm where do i start. Things aren't so hot at the min. I guess I'm single again but I don't really know. All a bit tricky really, I wish i new what I had done if I had done anything if you get my drift. Long distance relationships are never easy. I have seriously hurt my back too. All in all fucking shity year that I can't wait to be over. Not many pix to show as i haven't shot anything because the relationship was taking all my free time. Don't know if i'll go back to it. I feel a bit shallow.

spudgun77 @ 2007-09-04T14:46:00

2007-09-04T13:47:15Z

Why do I attract flake models? Looks like another wasted day off tomorrow.

Oh Harry!

2007-08-16T17:30:58Z

Evening all

2007-08-13T16:07:28Z

Sorry its been a while again. Being ill for three months has not helped. I have some good news though. Thank you faye. Your recommendation of taking contact was a minor miracle. One tablet( yes one!) and I was back to normal. I'm not cured completely but hell I'm 90% better and at least able to function as a human.

spudgun77 @ 2007-06-17T14:05:00

2007-06-17T13:29:59Z

hello to all.
sorry I haven't been about much, I have been ill and still am at the moment. I'm glad to say that I'm still with happily with vicky. All seems to be going well, even if she is not seeing me as much as we'd both like at the moment. Things will get better i hope. Here's some pix too keep you going.